Doing nothing

How amazing that doing nothing~!
I basically don't like staying inside for a quarter of a day however here, I like that~ so weird.
I watch movie, repeat lines, writing this diary and have a conversation with flatmates.
Maybe there are people inside home. If I am alone in the house, I couldn't stand staying inside.
Last saturday, Joseph has gone to his new house which he bought recently, which is so near my flat.
Actually I didn't like him... well... he is as old as my parents and tend to know something important about a life... hmm.... He had tried to teach me. It was so troublesome that I react one by one...
He had took too much space of our room. the room is been using with four people but he had seemed to contract a whole room by himself.
Anyway... he has gone~! and new friend come now. I forgot..., I had definitely remembered his name right ago. I'm getting old~!!!!!!!!! shit like a bullshit!!!
I once had a great brain~kkkkk now it might not... to be frank to you... obviously...
How to live on this wild world~! haha
How to study physics in graduate school~! How... so... just only sigh~

Today, too much sound like a dog, useless thoughts but not gloomy like a few days ago.
Ups and downs are really my area. kkkkkk